She's come undone
Is it just because I'm so wasted tired? Or have I actually gotten really fucking dumb? Christ, I'm so pissed off at myself that I can't stop crying. I'm a bloody moron. I was actually talking to myself today. At the gym and in the car. Calling myself names. I slapped myself in the face several times as hard as I could (a-la American Beauty). I'm losing it.