Spring is for New Beginnings
Yes, folks. It is Spring out there. In all its glory!!

There's that feeling in the air of fertility in its purest essence, of a clean slate and new blossoms. Yesterday evening I went for a twilight run around Amazon Park and let the air into my lungs. It was marvelous.

I Dreamed again. For the first time in a while. But this time it didn't leave me sad. I Dreamed a kind of euphoric, lauging, dancing, spinning happiness that is so hard to find in waking life. A Shared happiness and ultimate equality and acquiesence. I dreamed bliss and joy, and when I woke I wasn't disappointed.

I have come home to the same life I left, but the air breathes serenity. The same things threaten me, but I am stronger. I lead the same life, but in sunlight.

Starting Winter term was much a different experience. Even though the break was longer, I came home dejected and filled with self-hate and self-doubt. I wasn't ready to face my life. I was filled with fear. That fear has left me with the coming of the sun.

I want that untempered laughter and unbounded love from the Dream in my life. It is not an unattainable thing. When I woke this morning I wasn't left with an empty search; there was some of that beauty inside me and there is some of it still, in every blossom.