Espresso and Whipped Cream
Thankfully, the brainless editing is done.

I got most of my christmas shopping done this weekend and spent it otherwise blissfully unengaged from mental stressors. Tonight, Justin and I had good conversation over coffee at the Beanery. I think I decided that if Earth were really only a survey of the meaning of life, as is in Hitchhiker's Guide, Eugene would be an experiment in human conflict and growth, an observation of the interaction of the educated, the voluntarily uneducated, and the voluntarily stupid.

We talked a lot about the recent future. Things are going to change a lot this coming term and classes won't permit much visitation but the term after that he's graduated and I'm seeking a housemate. On one hand, I'm scared shitles to consider myself "living with someone" at nineteen. Not to mention my parents will flip... There are other ethics issues happening as well. But on the other hand I feel like it's all or nothing. I feel that way about most things and find myself mistaken; however, I don't know how much longer I can do the long distance thing. I feel like it's the most logical next step but since when do I take logic in stride? Thinking about things like this gets me all wrapped up. Is it better to just DO and see how it is? It seems like it could be so pleasant and homey. We'll see how it all turns out. ^^

Coffee concluded to much hysterical laughter as he ended up spilling half of my Cafe Royale all over the floor. Nice GOING! Anyway, I'm glad to be in the Chrismas spirit and I'm looking forward to seeing my family soon. I probably won't write much once I'm up there though... damned slow internet.