Blood, Sweat and Tears
The last few days have been tough. Sometimes it feels like the rain is drilling into my head, I get so ired of it being so dark all the time. Today it's sunny, but there's still something weighting down my mind. If I don't stop having these dreams, I think I might go insane. Forgive me for not explaining them, as I'd have to tell a much larger story and some of my other readers might not appreciate it. In any case, I still lie awake nights. I think I'm angry with myself.

I've grown a lot since I've gone away to college. I've learned many things and become a better, wiser person. I think I'm more responsible, even, maybe, gentler. But I'm a cynic now. I don't let myself cry anymore. I can't even bleed right now, thanks to these friggin' hormones. Sometimes I feel like the only way left for me to take out what anger and what pain I allow myself to let go of is working out. I'm a bit of an endorphin junkie already but it's getting ridiculous. Maybe I should take up video games again to keep myself from becoming violent. ^^

Forgive this rant. I'm not sure anyone even wants to hear what's on my mind anymore. If you're in the mood for some randomness, however, here is another survey- one of the better I've seen recently, in fact. Enjoy.