I Feel Better...
So I've been home for a week. I've been re-evaluating whether or not I should have approached getting a part-time job. As hellish as it was last year working in B. Dalton's with a nazi bitch for a boss, it almost seems more appealing anymore than sitting at home and... sitting.... and thinking... and ... um, sitting... and going to the gym because I get frustrated with myself. It's becoming kind of difficult to rationalize going except that it makes me feel good. Since I've lost 25 pounds in the last year and can now bench over half my weight, I'm not interested in losing or gaining much. I've been finding it's an excellent outlet for venting agression, of which I've discovered I possess a surprising amount. Stupid Ballys doesn't have a punching bag though. Oh well, I suppose I am using them for free... beggars can't be choosers. Thank GOD for exercise! WIthout the Rec center over the last year and a half, I think I may have been COMPLETELY friendless for lack of an outlet. *laugh* I feel much better. : )

I just got grades back. Somehow I managed an A in Info Hell. I pretty much maimed the midterm, so this means the paper was excellent. Bonus! I was so scared I'd overlooked printing out like one annotation and would fail! I also pulled an A+ in Japanese. I seriously think I have the top score in that class. Not to brag, but it's nice to find something I'm good at besides being butch and acting like a dick to people who care about me. Not that those aren't endearing qualities ^^ now I can be psycho in a cute, anime way. So third and finally, I got a B+ in Economics. How the hell I pulled that I don't know... I thought I'd be LOW in the B range and was praying for that. Silly me for worrying.

Anyway, we got tickets for LoTR on its opening morning. Justin finishes his final tomrrow so mebby we'll be able to spend some unintterupted quality time together without me wigging out in this pseudo-zen violent state I'm in. I come from a family of clinically depressed people who refuse to see a doctor. Allie and I can drop St. John's Wort together at least. Wow, this is random... but I suppose that's the endorphins talking since I just got back from working out. Time to go take a HOT bath and relax with a book before anything else comes up.