Das is mein computey
I finally finished fixing (ffffff....fffffftttppphh) Frederick this weekend. Reloaded XP so that there weren't two partitions to be annoyed with and fixed the sound. Fancy that,, it DOESN'T work if the onboard sound is on too. HAHAHAHA. Oops.

Life's slowly improving as I learn to pull myself out of some of the mire that surrounds me. Taking it one day at a time, one interaction at a time seems to be working. Sometimes I still have panic attacks, like when everyone IMs me at once or when I realize I've forgotten to do something or when the chores pile up and pile up and pile up. But the gray static insanity is no longer playing at the edges of my vision. Actually, I think some of the lesser craziness has permanently integrated itself into my already wacky personality. O well, it's enjoyable and mildly pleasant.

I wish it were easier for me to relax. I always feel like such a bitch when I'm stressed. I've got no time for Shennanigans, NO TIME!! Eh, well, I've rented a movie and I'm going to watch it, by gar!! And I'm gonna read Nausicaa cos Alex entrusted the box set to me. MUAHAHA. Blackmail.

Er... m...

Ah, whatthefuck, I give up. Something more coherent later. I'm too busy still trying to organize my brain.

Regroup, regoup, regroup. Happy Monday!