Unplugging the Fridge

PART TWO: looking in the mirror

This is my own experience being mentally "borderline" to an eating disorder. It's a chance for me to examine myself and my mental tenets, as well as justify why I think I understand where people with EDs are coming from. It's an attempt to set up some of the comments that are to come in part III. This post is not an excuse for me to whine about why I was depressed and sorry for myself (and I know it wasn't that bad), nor is it grounds for me to brag about how healthy my lifestyle is now, despite being nearly obsessive about diet and excersize. Part Two expresses my own fears about weight, self-image, and eating and explains the possible rationality for other people's disorders.