Preconscious Fears
Boy, when I asked for Dreams last night, I really didn't know what I was getting into. I still can't control my dreams but often they are subtle and abstract. This one was, well, rather blunt and in-your face. I excepted something a little more philosophical of myself and less trite. I didn't expect to be assaulted with anger and fear.

I don't know.... when will I be at peace with my life? Will these things always haunt me? I guess that in dreams, I am at least allowed to succumb to pain, weakness and instinct. Thankfully, this time, it wasn't directed at me. It was a really profound dream... a lot of things dredged up directly from my Preconscious mind. I may write it down and put it in here later.

I know that when you have a dream about a person, your "real" perception of them changes, at least temporarily. Usually it's in intimate change, or even something unconscious. I sometimes find new delight in looking at people after dreaming of them. I feel like I know them better.
I don't like the way I know the people in this dream better, even myself.

And I have class with all of them today. Looking forward to that...

The Dream.
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