Monday, December 15

Got no Motivation
I wanna go home.

I want to stop taking Benadryl to get to sleep. I want to stop having anxiety attacks. I want to stop waiting for the day the be over the moment it begins. I want to believe I haven't literally considered self injury and vomiting as a way of stress control when I'm freaking out.

I want to be enjoying all of this instead of looking for a way out of it.

I want some peace of mind.


STOP WHINING!!!!