"He Buried Her in an Unmarked Grave"
Okay, so this was a sorry-assed attempt at an entry last night. Now I try again.

Whooo... I don't want to DO anything. Too much relaxing this weekend has left my brain uncapable of functioning. So I'll wait patiently for it to turn back on or panic or something. It was another weekend of movies. I finally watched Legally Blonde which was, as everyone says, surprisingly a pretty decent movie. Saw the Waterboy on TV. God, I love Adam Sandler. Also watched a rather """"interesting"""" movie Sunday. No offense, hon, but to a point, sleeping would have been better. Man, porn is SO STUPID. At least the ones that try to take themselves seriously with a plot. Even the ones that TRY to be dumb are sooooo dumb. Maybe it's a girl thing, but how does anyone get off watching this stuff? Seriously, there's like three scenes your watching for and the rest is just laughable. Cha, I dunno... blows my mind. *shrugs* Guess you have to be really lonely or stoned to appreciate it.

ON the OTHER hand.... it wasn't all loafing and laughing. Went to the Portland zoo- a pretty nice zoo- and saw OTTERS (*yay yay yay!* *insane bouncing*), Chimps, and scary Mandrills, among other more boring animals. Oh, and the polar bears were cool : ) : ) They must have been happy because the weather was shitty and bordering on too cold to be outside. And some Lorikeets pooped on us. Sunday, went to Woodburn Outlets and did some much-needed shopping. Lucky me, even though I'm so poor, my parents will cover bare-essentials.

I was thinking about the show, "Friends," with which my younger sister has become obsessed and I realized that I HATE it. Every time I watch it, I feel raw pity for the characters. They're 30-something, can't hold steady jobs, can't commit to love, and have all slept with each other and it's still okay. Wait a minute.... that's like the life I kind of aspire to, except I'll call it, "keeping my options open.." Too bad no one wants to be a part of the harem. Heh Heh. Just kidding, anyway, it kind of scares me to look at life like that. It really is laughable. I guess I do want secirity, a job, a family, something to call MY OWN... I'm just so scared of doing it the *wrong* way. Like picking the wrong major or partner or something. But I guess you have to start somewhere. On the down side, my frigid bitch roomate is now twigging out about the potential of "living with a couple." Make me sick, it'd only be for a term anyway.... I wouldn't want to do it either, but she's MOVING out for chrissakes, and I can't see the long term annoyances really taking effect in 10 weeks. You people have no patience!! GRRR.... Just put up with something less than your golden dream for once, I know I've had to. I think everything will turn out okay, even if I have to find another place for a while.

Here's hoping.