Falling Into Place
I think I'm beginning to understand what it was that's been plaguing me in dreams and in waking life. It's something Justin and I need to work on though, this ability to communicate. I'm just like I was when I was 13, questioning everything I know about myself and the world... but now accepting some of it as concrete. For some reason, it's just more difficult for me to share my epiphanes. I've cut myself off, so to speak. I've been looking to find that connection again, in my dreams. The players are always the same, but I think that contentment would come from sharing the experience with anyone in real life. Some things, I'm learning, don't always magically take place interpersonally. Once you're past the initial rush in a relationship, it can be scary making life-changing decisions, when you think about them. It can be scary to have clarity of hindsight but also struggle to see into the future. But I think you're right, realism, especially when shared by both parties, makes things go a lot smoother. Not that we should forget the dreamer's ideals or anything. : )

Anyhow, I am delighted to learn that IMood has both "genki" and "kawaii" in their list of moods. They do not, however, have "bad" or "zen," both of which I qualify as two very PROMINENT moods that I would like to use. I guess the list is extensive, though, even if some retard added "bootylicious" to it.

Next, I think it's time to announce that I am TIRED OF THIS TEMPLATE. I will be making my own sometime in the near future, given that I can find my dreamweaver code. Somehow I think it'd be easier to be motivated if I was making it for someone else and had an inkling of what themes to use. Huh. Well, say goodbye to "My So-Called Life" and I'll think of a new title sometime in the next ... year... Well, it's nice to CONSIDER starting a project anyway. Plus, then I can try layers or frames and not have to use javascript or inserts to link between table sections. Der. *That's* what's really bugging me, how complicated it is to even get my Bio to display in THIS window. Bastard scripts. Pfeh.

**grins**