Fuckup.
Worst. Day. Ever.

Scenic stress breakdown in office. In kitchen. In bedroom. In shower.

I cut off part of my finger, broke shit, lost shit and forgot shit.

I feel like such a cosmic loser right now. I just had this realization that I hate stress and ambition so much that I've resigned myself to a life of mediocrity. All the big dreams I had were just that-- delusions of grandeur.

What I learned at college: I have absolutely no desire to do hard work, aid social progress, be an expert at anything, be famous or well-known or in general change the world.

I am a fuckup.

And I hate college SO MUCH right now. I can't believe I'm going to be in debt for the rest of my life for this shit.

How's everyone else's midterm week going?